The real facts about me -
I am easily affected by people around me
I am very easily affected by people around me
I am really very easily affected by people around me
I wish I could type all my thoughts out perfectly.
Guess I am not really good with my words.
I had always tried my best to be a good girlf to my boyf. Tried to be understanding knowing he’s tired from working and all. To be patient with him and all. But a human’s patience has its limits, at times….. How would one feels when she herself was so worn-out from school already but still anticipates to see her boy bookout on friday night but her boy just keeps dozing off infront of her?? And then, he can just wake up early to help out for his hobby/brothers?! Yes valid reasons that ya all will say, asking me to give him time to do his own stuffs. But thats selfish isnt it? Have anyone ever thought for me? So faithfully waiting for a boyf yet he just keep dozing off and when he could rest he just choose to do his stuffs instead. You’re always too busy for me boy. Yes you did rush down that day in the middle of the night for me. I appreciated it. But still, i wish i need not share your love with anyone else beside me and families. I am so tired of being alone n always getting disappointed. Heal me please. The next time you choose your brothers/ hobby over me, i make sure i really give up okay? I dont want to wait for you like a fool only to let you throw aside neglected till one day maybe when i really disappear then you will start noticing my presence?! Treat me like your future, i wish……..
Why i would type the above is..boyf went to bed befr me again. He is forever tired when it comes to me. I know he was busy preparing my birthday gift. But then again …. Maybe not. Idk . Sadgirl91 ya.. I need love
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
MY DENISE IS BACK IN SINGAPORE <3
HOOLALALA HIIEE !
FIRST LEMME WISH JASON CHEN XI GUA HAPPY 20TH BURFDAY.
Early wish lah okay ? :D
It was early celebration for our MAMA JASON CHEN’s 20th that day.
Woke up and met Jacq + Madz + Bry and off we head to Jacq’s house to bake !
Here come’s my picture entry post..
WARNING
Some pictures below may be disturbing as we’re celebrating post Halloween as well (: View on your own discretion.
(Source: lifeandnihilism, via chemistryromance)
Distance.
(via chemistryromance)
Woke up super late today and reached school at 1030am when I am suppose to reach by 830am. My dear partner was late too, heh heh telepathy.
And so for this week :
Monday - Went rifhanbee’s place, jacq’s birthday celebration.
Tuesday - Went to Tamp, met Jason (xiguey), collect me & loverboy’s new specs.
Wednesday - Met darlingval & ahtang to Tamp ( yes again ), dinner @ subway,
arcade, and frolick.
Thursday( today ) : Gonna meet my pretty joanna later and go to AMK for dinner
Friday : Should be planning to meet penisMadz. heh heh
Saturday : Celebrate Xiguey’s birthday, hopefully the plan goes well ~
Sunday : Family ( aka loverboy day )
My days are fully packed this week, resulting in me being so worn-out everyday, going online halfway and fall asleep. But, I am glad that my lovelies are still there making time out for me and meetup with me. Love ya’all !
I just want her figure. Please ?
(via powerslutgirls)
Somedays I just want to continue lying in bed and not wake up till late noon and I want to have breakfast in bed with the guy I love(tjy) . But gah, wonder when will that happens. The reality I face everymorning is jumping up, checking the time, rushing/preparing, off I go to school ~
Life is a hectic chore.
Anyway, me have many things to fulfil to myself before a new year begins soon !
1. Revamp my room.
- Gonna paint it into stripes ( cause mommy dont allow me to change my room color)
- Need to save up for $$ and buy a new wardrobe from IKEA
- Gonna get new curtains, carpet, a small coffee table and beanies.
2. Get my driving license.
- After fyp I gonna go take my basic theory and when I grad from poly, I gonna take my practical test.
3. Dye my hair before my birthday ( in exactly 20 days )
- am going to dye darker color ! hopefully it will be nicer
4. Do waxing on special areas. heh heh and oh also, eyelash extension !
5. Jb with Madz (plus others) soon soon.
Alrighty, that’s all for now. Hope I will get it all done !
I would say a million I miss you and I love you to the boy above, everyday.
Simply because, I really do miss him and love him.
I wish I was a better girlf for him,.
But at times I just cant help hurting him even thou he really treats me the best.
Being my boyf is tough, He need to make sure he has got time for me, need to care for me, need to love me, need to hear me whine, need to massage for me , and the list goes on.
I bet it’s really tough for him.
I really appreciate all that you have done for me baby.
I love you, alot.
I still do wish you’ll give up your hobby for me just cause I dont like it.
But then, I’ll try my best to support you okay.
Just dont like sharing you around :(
Miss you alot <3
That’s her, whose birthday falls on 21st Nov.
HAPPY 18th TO YOU BABYGIRL<3
Celebrated belated for her @ Rifhanbee’s place.
So…….I reached Bee’s house earlier than her by half an hr.
And when she reached, I was hiding inside the room waiting for her.
The initial thought of Jacqy is that only Bee is celebrating for her.
It was a successful surprise !!
She opened the door, Screamed OMG, closed the door,
and open again to double check it’s really me.
HEH HEH . Was glad to have the 3 of us together again, …
Chatting about juicy gossips, kinky stuffs and take artistic and beautifullllllll photos. HAHAHAHAHA . *winks to jacq & rif*
Hope you both love the belated presents that I had gotten for ya all <3
Shall upload photos when I gets them.
I really had no idea how to spend my birthday. Meh. Any ideas anyone ?
Shall start planning my wishlist.
Not that there’s really a need for presents,
then again, just wanna list down how many things I wished for.
But, if if ya’all can just remember my birthday and wish me happy birthday,
or even help me celebrate, THAT’S GOOD ENOUGH :D
I just hope to gather together with my close buds and all.
1. An overseas trip with Loverboy <3
I need a getaway ! To thailand/anywhere, please. Anything away from stress, at least for a short while?
2. Chocolates ( awfully chocolate !)
MOLTEN CAKE IS LOVE ! I want chocolate cakes, anything chocolatey and sinful !
Yumssss~
3. Accessories like,
Yeah, I love rings and all sorts of accessories but fashionable ones please !
4. Tattoo(s) / Naval piercings ( any sponsors? huahuahua! )
5. Stuffed toys !!! ( Namely winniethepooh && melody )
This is the exact one that I want ! :(
For now, that’s all I can think.
Countdown to mua burfday !