It ends tonight
Ever woke up in the morning and felt suffocated?
Cant breathe?
Like there’s a heavy stone weighing right on your heart
Causing the suffocation?
Because that’s what happens to me right now.
I cant breathe.
I cant. It feels so hard this time round.
I thought that since I went through it once, I could do it again.
But no, the 2nd time, it hurts so much more.
It’s yet another 9 months.
And yet, it’s falling apart again at the 9th month..
I’m tired, of not being about to solve anything
Tired of the arguments,
All the crying, all the stubborn bullshits.
I am tired.
I am in love.
I am tired being in love.
I love you.
But,
is it worth holding on still, ?