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I had always tried my best to be a good girlf to my boyf. Tried to be understanding knowing he’s tired from working and all. To be patient with him and all. But a human’s patience has its limits, at times….. How would one feels when she herself was so worn-out from school already but still anticipates to see her boy bookout on friday night but her boy just keeps dozing off infront of her?? And then, he can just wake up early to help out for his hobby/brothers?! Yes valid reasons that ya all will say, asking me to give him time to do his own stuffs. But thats selfish isnt it? Have anyone ever thought for me? So faithfully waiting for a boyf yet he just keep dozing off and when he could rest he just choose to do his stuffs instead. You’re always too busy for me boy. Yes you did rush down that day in the middle of the night for me. I appreciated it. But still, i wish i need not share your love with anyone else beside me and families. I am so tired of being alone n always getting disappointed. Heal me please. The next time you choose your brothers/ hobby over me, i make sure i really give up okay? I dont want to wait for you like a fool only to let you throw aside neglected till one day maybe when i really disappear then you will start noticing my presence?! Treat me like your future, i wish……..
Why i would type the above is..boyf went to bed befr me again. He is forever tired when it comes to me. I know he was busy preparing my birthday gift. But then again …. Maybe not. Idk . Sadgirl91 ya.. I need love